Saturday, October 24, 2009

first book out

being home after the god-forsaken two weeks confinement felt like the best damn thing on earth. though only two weeks, it sure appeared like forever and infinitely worst than being away for ulp-obs-jtc-ndp combined back-to-back as that in sec3. sigh, i guess as mother nature has taught, the key to survival in any situation - quit whining and adapt, better known as 'suck thumb' in army terms.

kay, we've been briefed strictly on our blogging limitations, and to avoid the risk of being charged and thrown into db, henceforth i'll keep my posts short and sweet. well, i'm in cougar company, platoon four, section two, bed twelve. and of not being any help, we learnt during our first days that cougar was known to be the most siong company in school I. our commanders did great (even going the extra mile often) in ensuring that its legacy was drilled into our heads. you get what i mean.

other than the high standards expected of us, i'm surprised to discover that living conditions there wasn't that bad after all. bunk wise... definitely cleaner and neater than my own room, food... considering the slave-like physical trainings, i'll be more than glad to devour anything on the table. toilets... they now come with doors. haha. so perhaps the saddest thing is that there's only males and more males to look at each day. sheesh.

anyhow, i'm really grateful for the peeps i've been blessed with as platoon mates. a fun-loving and caring (and english-speaking, phew) bunch whom i know i can rely on to pull me through the rugged road ahead. and interestingly enough, i've been appointed the platoon trash i/c, lol.

so in a couple of hours it'll be time to head back and have the whole cycle of missing home repeat itself again. sighhh... as much as i hate being in this situation i'm in now, i don't pray that God will take me out of this, instead only to grant me the strength and grace i need to face this as a good solider. so till then, please continue to keep me in your prayers and i'll look forward to see you guys next weekend!

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

this is it

its been a hectic and emotional day trying to get everything in order before i leave, buying last minute stuff and of course packing. hence i will keep this post real short.

haha, the feelings for the past few days have been one hell of a roller coaster ride, with its steepest drop down being right at this moment, as i take in every tick of the second enjoying home and its company. in a few hours time i'll be entering a whole new chapter of life, from civilian to soldier. the truth is, i'm really looking forward to it. the opportunity to caress my very own rifle, blow a grenade, sleep with men i see naked during showers, overcome my fear of doing it in the outdoors and much more! indeed, will it be an adventure of a lifetime. but again, if i told you i'm perfectly fine, that would be an obvious lie. it seems that i cant help being nervous and a little emo at times. the many uncertainties, the thought of being away from home for the longest time and missing out all the fun everyone's having... thats sad.

thankfully, i have you. yep, its you who gives meaning to all that we guys go through for. as you enjoy the peace and progress at home, please remember the peeps defending this land, seriously. haha. and with that in mind, rest assured i'll be maintaining my high spirits and doing my best to serve this nation for all of us.

please please keep us in your daily prayers. i'll look forward to catching up with you guys when i return. hopefully slim and hunky then LOL. /glups, i actually heard of friends who put on weight in there. haha, but we'll see.

so this is it i believe. bye pink ic, hair, nice comfy room and fats (hopefully). helloo tekong baabbyy, woohoo! till then, take care and see you folks in two weeks! (: